2012年4月20日星期五

Feeling from November 2011 till Now...

On the first day of November, it was my first day for work at my company (now still working at this company). At that moment, I feel excited, newfongled, nervous and some feeling was hard to described by a sentence or word. Everything look like dissimilar what I thought in my brain before I came to work.

Few week ago, I started doing all the thing by myself. While these was a big mistake and haven occur in my life. I doing a lot of mistake after I handle all the thing for myself, such as, given a wrong quotation to customer and on this case, my superviosr, head of maneger, AGM and all my clerk were helped me to solve this big problem & finally this problem was be settle down.

Following of month, I kept on making some mistake on my booking or conversation. Head of department manager was helping me to settle down all this problem and I really appreciate and thanks for their help.

Few month ago, I realized I really not suitable in these industry and feel like wanna to quit. The most important reason make me can't quit directly was "What can I go after I resigned?" Conside at this question, I need to endure until I find out the answer of that question.

Beside that question, another reason make me so hard to leave. That was my department staff treat me so well and help me alot. Working with them, I feeling funny, happiness & more than that. However, I really can take any pressure from customer and I don't enough confidence to argue with them (no matter the stuff was correct at my side). I extremely tired and not much more energy to fight it back. "Can I just quit it as soon as possible?", "May I leave out the matter behind and just go away?"  MAY I DO THAT?

CAN SOMEONE HELP ME?